Leave your things behind because it's all going on without you...

This year, and more importantly this past month, has been very eventful. There are many world changing event occuring each day, and just sitting here watching some on tv today, when i get a chance, is just amazing to see. And I know there are many changes to come in the remaining days of April. Who knows what May will bring.

Today was a very tiring day, had a lot on my mind and was dreading going to the grossing lab for class, the smell of the formalin (heavy duty formaldahyde) on top of not feeling well from allergies made things very unpleasent, be amongst discarded tissues and tumors really makes you thankful and realize how good life really is. I smiled and put on the front like i was enjoying myself, but inside i wanted to leave.

Went to a softball game yesterday with Katies family, its was way fun.

Update... Wish I had some good news.

Today Kt's grandma died, very slowly she faded and faded, and wanted to go, and it was and is very sad, i only met her a few times, but i am glad i had gotten to know her. I'll cherish those memories. Its starting to settle in.....

Things will only get better....

Also had my last IFC meeting to attend this evening, had a few people from other fraternities come up congratulate me on the upcoming graduation, though it caught me off guard, it was nice to know that through it all, we somehow got along. Our province president came in as our featured speaker to talk about the "dry campus" ruling from UNM, tough roads ahead for everyone, but maybe now we can compete with the dorms.

tommorow and the rest of the week are not going to slow down, and i know that somehow im not the only one i know in this situation, april-may and the november-december transition is always rough, but i may just have to speak up and tell someone ill have to sit this one out.