I'll take, I don't agree for $1000 alex trebek!

"We never really know anyone, ever!" -Reverse Mullet Chick from Rules of Attraction

As words often do, they float around, hit nerves, then leave or in this case stay, I am going to have to disagree with the mullet chick on this trebek!, and I would offer up a revised, and slightly more accurate statement:

"we rarely take the time and effort to get to know people, because we are afraid of putting ourselves out there, disclosing blemishes, and raw emotion"

and ive been living in that now, for the past four months or so. putting it all out there, leaving no moment sacred, no word left unsaid, and i think everymoment from here on out, until the day i no longer go on, i will be "out there" and whatever happens, happens. but i wont put self control and common sense aside. you can live dangerously, if you just follow what feels right. for the most part.

Didn't sleep much last night, for some reason, i just couldnt shake the fact that most of my friends are stressing out about school, tests, life, and what is bothering me is that i cant do more to help. but taking the time to watch a movie last night was a life saver for my emotional well being, thanks CP

all of my classes are done, have some minor assignments i may get started early on, but nothing major, its weird not having a seemingly unrelenting amount of schoolwork to get done, is it just school is easier? or am i finally emulating good study habits?? who know. i always feel like i should be trying harder, when i do its usually worth it, but i never dreamed 4 yrs ago of being on the deans list, heck i barely graduated.

Bowling or something this evening, hopefully something with friends. i will be traveling, again returning to "the man in the suitcase" scenario. as much as i complain, i love it.

"i saw film today oh boy! the English had just won the war, and the crowd of people turned away, but i just had a look, having read the book, i love to turn you on" - john lennon

thank you everyone for ruling the day in your own special way, everyday! you all mean so much to me.