A shorter entry today in between work and getting ready for classes tommorow. I am doing better emotionally with the loss of a good friend. Still hurts a lot, but I will continue to not let that show and bring down everyone around me, its not supposed to be that way. More later...

Pain-Jimmy Eat World
I don't feel the way I've ever felt.
I know.
I'm gonna smile and not get worried.
I try but it shows.
Anyone can make what I have built.
And better now
Anyone can find the same white pills.
It takes my pain away.

It's a lie.
A kiss with open eyes
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.(It takes my pain away)
Nevermind these are hurried times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.

I never thought I'd walk away from you.
I did.
But it's a false sense of accomplishment.
Everytime I quit
Anyone can see my every flaw.
It isn't hard.
Anyone can say they're above this all.

It takes my pain away.
I can't let it bother me.
It takes my pain away.