Ask and ye' shall receive

It is one of those sayings that spins in the back of your head late at night. What do people really think about me? when I am not around. Am I hated? Am I liked? or am I just a place marker in a world that goes on without me... I wonder.

Friends drift farther away, in correspondence and in reality. I also have begun to drift, no longer trusting ones sincerity. Its a bad habit, but one that has kept me out of trouble.

Wonder what people really think of me?