My Life Could Have Been Different Last Night....over

Almost died last night, at least thought i was, on the way home, very very scary, and I am mostly mad at myself, new car, being tired and anxious to get home, i inadvertantly ran a red downtown, luckily no one around, others are alert. its happened a few times before, when i was first learning to drive, and every time its inadvertant and i dont realize it until im a block are two down the road.. almost like huh?! red...oh yeah thats bad. I am so mad at myself.... so yeah, im not one of my top ten favorite people right now. such an idiot, not only endangering my life, but those of others, cuz i wasnt paying attention.

DADA-MY LIFE COULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT.....

If there was someone I could talk to, somewhere
Someone I could touch, yeah I could feel
Then my life could be different right now
My life could be different right now

If there was somewhere I could go to out there
Where the dust won't seep inside
And weigh me down
Maybe my life could be different right now
My life could be different right now

Right now (if whispers carry miles)
Right now (if loneliness brought smiles, mmm)

(solo)

Yeah baby, my life could be different right now
Maybe my life could have meaning right now
Baby, my life could be different
(my life could be different)
Yeah, my life could be different, yeah
(my life could be)
My life could be different right now

If there was someone I could talk to, somewhere